Have you ever seen such a beautiful night? I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright.... When I see you smiling I would never want to miss this, I know we're distant..........

I wish realitity could be more enriching. I'm asking for a whole lot to be happy. I feel gloomy right now, who knows why I always feel like this. It might be that I got a B on my report card, could be that I want someone to notice me, someone to make me feel wanted....... It sucks to be me but you guys seem to think your life is bad right now. Well truth is all of us have bad lives, except for the good people..... Why do they have such better lives? Some people focus on their schoolwork the whole way through, others focus on sports, others taking drugs, me just not moving and thinking WHAT IF. Searching for the reason of depression is pointless since I know what it is.....

I haven't written on here for a long ass time, hehe. Well let's see......hmm.......nothing much new in my life which is plain sad T.Teveryone's else's life is better than mine. Everyone either has a boyfriend or too happy with their single self. Me, ihave a lot of problems in school and outside of it. I wonder if anything interesting will ever occur....

Hi anyone who is reading this, got a new layout, it's so cute and very pink! Yay, well my life has gotten really fucked up. First off I saw my crush hugging this girl and smiling and talking. What is this supposed to mean? Could it be his girlfriend? No, damn it all! Second umm......people still thinking I'm not gay. It sucked in first when another homosexual was reading in class and kept making some mistakes and my bud wrote on a paper"pinches hotos"0.0how mean he was! Third lost a friend due to reasons I may not talk about x.x. Fourth, school's almost over! I mean 3 months and we're out, I haven't even told David I have feelings for him yet!!!!! Damn it, damn it, damn it all! Well weekend starts tomorrow and today is April's Fools Day, yay x.x;;;bye bye anyone who actually read through this.

<<Why do a lot of people hate gay relationships? I hate haters!

The night was young, My cry has just begun, Tender finger
tips, Sweet tasting Lips, Lost in the dark, Searching endlessly
for a trusting Heart. I'm so lost in the land of Loneliness,
If there's and True Happiness, here's my hand,
Help my lonely soul understand, The Love in the Words I Hear,
Take me, Help get there, Come Please Take Me There

Hi everyone, spring break is almost over, damn it all. My testing went alright but know I bombed when it came to math. Haha, well let's see, nothing new in my life. Just downloaded more PGSM episodes and yeah..... Hehe, well you guys know who Gackt is? ^^;;;He's super cute! But guess once again I'll be said to have bad taste in men!-.-;

<<Damn girl XD

Well I'm tired now, haha, I haven't been getting much rest, ja ne people!

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